Searching For Ecstasy In The Marketplace

For a number of years, I was locked in a ferocious battle against my own mind. I was attempting to meditate my way to enlightenment. Very little progress was made. 

I read dozens of books on Zen Buddhism. This greatly improved my standing in college dorm room discussions. Yet somehow the essence of Zen remained hidden in a silence my mind could not attain. 

The doors parted when I discovered this truth: One could anonymously purchase pharmaceutical grade MDMA on the internet’s black markets using cryptocurrency.

Sure I could have held onto those Bitcoins instead of buying drugs online. I would be a very wealthy man today. But I’d still be sitting on that cushion wondering what on earth these Zen dudes were talking about. 

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